Silent NITES

In this silent night,

quiet but I can not listen to the voices of the number of people have,

how many feelings,

how many things will eventually appear in my heart and brain,

but decided not to think and miss you ,

after all, was activated the memory of the picture is still clear to me

as if to prove my heart is can not quit if still yearning for you

Finished my 1st semester in GMI

Although I had finished my 1st semester in GMI_German Malaysian Institute , I seem like very down that I wonder I must change school or continue my studies in currently institute....
Now is our school semester break, i had just finished my Final Examination .....I hope that my examination will all pass and get high pointer......I feel myself very stress that I must study 8 subject per semester........I scared that although I had try my best in this examination, but i still not satisfied with my 'hardworking' .....

Next semester coming soon on 10 January 2010,next sem i must study all about programming like Java, C, C++ and etc ...... act programming not just study about coding or how to write codes, still must study the theories about programming .......... i must study German language too......for this 1st sem, i think that German language quite easy to learn because just study basics like those greetings, grammar , name of foods and fruits....sometimes i will feel that those grammar because its hard to understanding ,for me its hard than english.......but still seems ok because the lecturer that teach us ,she is Frau[miss] Rowina.....she is a nice lecturer ,caring person.....i like the way she teach....

I hope that something miracles incident will happen to me ........

In this year, too many things happened to me....made me moody and became a 'EMO' guy....

hope that in 2010 , going to be my lucky year........


p/s: actually, I want to be a good person but why I still feel like im a bad guy and seem like nobody likes me.....Im weird rite?

Time For Miracles

Time For Miracles

It's late at night and I can't sleep

Missing you just runs too deep

Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget

This aching heart ain't broken yet

Oh God I wish I could make you see

'Cos I know this flame isn't dying

So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe it's time for miracles

'Cos I ain't giving up on love

You know that maybe it's time for miracles

'Cos I ain't giving up on love

No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you

'Cos living is so hard to do

When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget

This aching heart ain't broken yet

Oh God I wish I could make you see

'Cos I know this flame isn't dying

So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that maybe it's time for miracles

'Cos I ain't giving up on love

You know that maybe it's time for miracles

'Cos I ain't giving up on love

No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming?

You know I can hear it, hear it, the souls

Baby, you feel, they feel you

You know it's time

Baby, maybe it's time for miracles

'Cos I ain't giving up on love

You know that maybe it's time for miracles

Stories from my 'heart'....

About three weeks, i did not write and update my BLOG, and . . . Perhaps I have too many things happen in life. .
I also might get upset that there is a person, in order to avoid me. . She tried every way to avoid me... But I do not blame her,I'm just blame myself 'Why I'm so in a hurry'
There may be some things can not hurry and can not be forced to! Maybe I have not found my true fate!
But I did everything for her with my true sincere . . . do not have any bad brains. . I hope I was good friends with her. . .
when the time see her,I do not want myself will feel embarrassed. . it seems like i just know her.
Now I just want the same as before that we can have fun, tell jokes, there are topics can say that will not be bored. .
I also miss our primary school life, always happy, carefree live on. .

My current mood.....

In fact, my present life is not good. . . I have a lot of things I want to bother
For example: I'm now know that what I have done something wrong decision, I choose the wrong college, but I still had endured this first SEMESTER.. ..
There are still many problems have to face!
Maybe my friends will think I am very happy because the money, I do not have any trouble. Or think that I was a rich man. .
But the money is not important to me, I am now just want is 'happy', then I will satisfy.

I may be too fond of showing off the bar before! Therefore, many people think that I'm 'rich'. . . .
I regret on what I have done...

I'm SORRY , I'm SORRY , I'm SORRY , I'm SORRY , I'm SORRY , I'm SORRY , I'm SORRY

PS: I'm here sorry to everyone that i know....

Life in Kb during RAYA

Days in kb from 20/09/09- 29/09/09

我在我自己HOMETOWN这短短的一个星期多，我过得很开心。。。。我可以与我的朋友团聚在一起。。。本来我是没有回来的，可是我发现我的朋友都回来KB所以我临时才买票回来。。我的决定是对的，果然我真的很开心的可以见到我的朋友以及玩得很开心。。。

hihi.....^.^ James n SieLi

me n SieLi at the beach

me n Hann Lun

Gathering at Golden Bean Cafe

smile....^.^

Cute 'Family' Pictures combine into one

Yahoooo.......Finally reach KB......IM IN KB!!!

Reach KB...........

This morning ,I just reach KB.......I came kb by bus...

Talks about the journey when back to Kota Bharu....

Last night, at 8.30pm ,my brother fetch me to Putrajaya Central to take my ride 'bus ' back KB...

My ride arrive at 9.10pm, so I wait at Central about 40 minutes........

At 9.15pm, the bus start the journey back to kb.........

Along the journey, the bus driver on some their malay agama songs........

Other than that, the bus driver drive the bus DAMN FAST!!!!! 'i think that bus driver thought himself driving a 'sport' car' he can overtake three cars and a bus in one shot............

so i cannot sleep in the bus....i reach kb about 5am.......then my dad fetch me back to my HOME SWEET HOME and Sleep on my lovely bed at 7am-3pm...haha.....Too Tired......

Mid-Tern Exam just finish.......-

Mid-Term EXAM FINISH!!!!!!!!

Yipeeeeee..........mid-term exam just finish.....haha

....................what i goin to say.....erm..............

....oh ya , physic is our last exam paper for today....

haiz..the physic paper quite hard but i stil can do it.

our exam starts at 10.30 am till 12.00pm

after finished my exam, i'm sighing because most

of the chapter that i read , didn't out in the exam.

The physics paper made me nervous whole nite.

i slp at 2.30am - 6.15am ,then i continue my physics

studies.......when i wake up, my roomates stil sleeping..

Talk about things that made me more happy ^-^

This saturday,I'm going bck KB_Kota Bharu lo ......

im so happy that i can meet my friends,

especially....MY FAMILY!!!!!!!